Living a life you won’t regret
This past Monday I went to see my “Guru”. On my drive there I thought about the past few weeks. I thought about the radical change I have seen in my life even over the past two weeks. As I drove I realized I didn’t need my “Guru” anymore or at least for awhile. I had shifted, I was changing and still am. Although I feel as though I am seeing things clearly again, I am more relaxed and I am letting things roll off my back. I am not stressed. I am so thankful to find my way again, to this very moment. I am so thankful to figure out how to live in the moment yet again. Of course we all need to strive for this daily and I am and always will be a work in progress. That is the beauty of life, we all can strive to be better every day.
Now I am taking steps to ensure the decision I have made to change my course in life finishes to completion. I am focused on the task at hand. I am excited for Christmas break to spend more time with my family. I am excited that my husband and I are leaving for Thailand in just four short weeks. I am so happy that I began my transformation before we left. I will be traveling with an open heart and soul to see what the universe has next. I will be reflecting and dreaming and I can’t wait to see the outcome of this trip. The last time I traveled was sixteen years ago to Africa. There my life transformed completely. I fell in love with Forrest my husband. This time we travel together as a married couple of fifteen years. We have four children and we are truly best friends. Today I saw a video of Allan Watts teachings and yet again I was inspired. This is where I am right now, I am at a crossroads in my life. I want to change my course, change my direction and do what inspires me and my family. I am excited to see what happens next.